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Why Forgiveness?

Facing the Truth. On Thursday, I drove to the Lee County Clerk of the Courts to get copies of the truth. As I drove to face this truth that God had already revealed to me. I couldn't believe that a person with authority, would end up being a lair.  Sadly, I also had to face the truth that I trusted her and was vulnerable. I realized I had to ask for forgiveness to those that I had hurt and once again I found myself seeking forgiveness to myself for making the wrong choice in trusting a person that know I wish I would have never meet. I also had so many things going on in my mind. As I drove to the court house, my angelic team send me a number sign #4444. I was reassured I wasn't alone.  I arrive and got my number #124 (1+2+4= 7) totally understanding I am in a 7 personal numerology year.  The truth was finally being revealed.  Ironically, the person whom had marked things on these papers that were NOT true, saw me sitting there waiting. She came t...

I can't sleep. Maybe it's the Full Moon energy or maybe it's the it's my soul wanting to share a truth. Have you ever trusted someone and share your truth? Never thinking they would lie. This is what happened to me. Back in 2012, I shared my truth with a person whom I trusted. I thought this person was a friend. I share my real truth. The truth that I have been sharing since 2011. It's the past. I have forgiven. I have healed. The only reason I have to remember this time in life is because it was brought to my awareness that things that I didn't say were on documents that I had signed. Lies that I never said. If you know my story you know my truth. I overcame verbal and emotional abuse. That was my truth. Yet this person went on to put lies that I never said. I never said anything about drugs or a gun or alcohol. I am not that type of person. Never was and never will be. Yet this person maybe thinking she was helping me put all kinds of lies.  When I was th...

  Choices. We've made bad ones. We've made good ones. I stated "we've" because I too have made bad and good choices. I have learned from those choices.  I am about to share some important life journey lessons and how you can move forward living a happier more fulfilling life.  The first thing you must recognize and accept are your choices. No matter how old you are once you become an adult - there is no one to blame but yourself. STOP blaming the life, your mom, your dad, your family etc. At some point in your life, you made life changing choices.  I share this because of experience. When I was young I blamed others for my life. It wasn't until I began to grow and learn. I realized I (me, myself, & I) attract ALL the events that had happen to me. I choice this experience for a reason. I had to go through this for a purpose.  Second, you must learn to forgive. Forgive everyone and most importantly forgive yourself. Once again, I share...

The Secret of Life Today is Summer Solstice. The first day of Summer. Here in Southwest Florida, it was close to 97 degrees. It's Friday, my day off, but my day was busy with errands. Went to my dad's eye doctor's appointment. We went to the car dealership to get his car washed. Stop and ate at First Watch Cafe (love this place) afterwards we stopped at Lowe's and ALDI.   Arrive home at 1:30 PM and I was off to take care of my personal errands. Officially changed the name of my business accounts.  My given birth name is spelled Nancy but I am legally changing it to Nanncie. Why you may ask, as one of the bank personnel did ask me this...the vibration of Nanncie adds up to a fortunate number in numerology whereas the spelling Nancy did not. Still pronounce the same just the spelling is changing. I began with my LLC amendment. Energetically I feel a shift.  I did my meditation. Connecting to my mind, body, and spirit. I spend some time with Mother Earth outdoo...

My Mother  How many teenagers blame their mother, father, and even God for their life and everything that happens to them? I will be  very honest, I was one of those teenagers. After first  watching the movie "The Secret",   I realized that blaming my life situations  was keeping me from living my true purpose.   The choices  we make lead us to our path....if we make bad choices  we  will be faced  with tough, rough roads...but if we choose good than we will be in smooth, safe paths. Since becoming spiritually awaken and truly living life in a state of gratitude, I have learn that every lesson is meant for learning, for growth, to guide you into your path towards your life purpose.  NO ONE is responsible for the choices you have made but YOU.   Parents - you should not blame yourself for your children decision. When we begin to take responsibility for your choices, a shift will occur. On Mother's Day, I was able to share ...

I truly believe that everything that we do and everyone that we meet is put in our path for a purpose. There are no accidents; we're all teachers - if we're willing to pay attention to the lessons we learn, trust our positive instincts and not be afraid to take risks or wait for some miracle to come knocking at our door. Marla Gibbs For a purpose. When I was 14 years old, I clearly remember that the events I was going through in my life made me thing "There has to be a purpose in my life to have experience what I was experiencing at the time" I didn't understand it but deep within my BE~ing ~ my soul was preparing me for many more experiences that I would have to face. I wondered why I was born to go through what I was going through.....it wasn't until I had my awakening. It all made sense. I choose my parents. I came here for a divine purpose. I came here to learn through all the lessons that I have been through and am continuing to go through for a bi...

I want to share "3 Simple Steps for Self-Love" that I have personally used to empower, heal, and truly discover the meaning of Self-Love. The first step is  awareness.  Begin by being completely aware of your thoughts. Thoughts that clearly are meant to self sabotage yourself. When we become aware of these thoughts we begin to be mindful of negative thought patterns that do not serve you or your well-being. The second is  forgiveness . This is a tough one because I am asking you to forgive yourself. The key to self-love is to truly become aware of all the junk that isn't serving your personal growth. We can be our own worse critic. We can find it extremely hard to forgive our own self. When we don't forgive ourselves for our shortcomings we remain stagnant. When we remain stagnant we are unable to see the beauty within our soul. The third step is  gratitude.  The third step is so easy to put into practice once we forgive ourselves. When we free ourselves from...

As this week began, I received some news that left me shocked, heartbroken, and more determined than ever to share my story and bring awareness to things that are kept in the dark by many.                                                          My Story. I am a mother of three children (pictured above) my oldest son is now 25 years old going on 26 years old and my twins are 18 years old going on 19 years old.  For the last four years since 2012, my twins were alienated from me. They were brainwashed, controlled, and manipulated  because after 15 years in which I was being physically, emotionally, and verbally abused along with being threatened in this distributive marriage.   I lived with a man that was a narcissist and when I left everything was done in their (my ex's family) power to control the situation with...

Yesterday's Angel Message was pray. I know God and my guardian angels are always sending me powerful positive messages that I need.  Yesterday my emotions were high.  My dear assistant handed me a ticket to his graduation. This ticket is not just a ticket to his graduation but also to my twins whom graduate with his class too. I am an alienated parent ( Parental Alienation ) therefore when he gave me this ticket, my heart was overjoyed. I held back my tears.  I haven't seen my 17 year old twins in almost 3 years.  May 31st will be the day I will see them.  I reached out to their father to make sure I received a couple of tickets but replied to me that I needed to ask the kids.  I did but have yet to get an answer.  The ticket to me is a keepsake of this special day. As a mother, you know we keep everything. From their first bottle, clothes, the bracelet that they first sporty at the hospital. I blog about it because this is how I can express my ...

In the last three years, I've had to learn how to forgive myself in order to truly love myself. Life throws us curve balls.  We all have experience current life events that were traumatic.  We've done things we didn't like.  We've been treated poorly. So many things could have happened.  I will share a little about what happened to me and how I was able to take the advice I am about to share with you and change my life around. I spend a majority of my life blaming others for my unhappiness.  First mistake, I made. I had to take responsibility for my own mistakes.  I was in an abusive relationship for 15 years. I blamed God for not changing my situation. I lived feeling that God must not love me. What happened to me was I developed a mindset that if God didn't love me why should I love myself. My reasoning to this thought was the fact I was mistreated, called names, put down for so many years.....God didn't hear my prayers. It wasn't until I chan...

My final week learning about Archangels & I was drawn to Archangel Chamuel. Chamuel, I thank God for making you such a powerful source of help for people in their relationships with God and each other. Please help me discover more about God's love and find the peace that results from personally experiencing God's love. Guide me as I try to resolve conflicts with other people. Deliver the strength I need to forgive people who have hurt or offended me. Help me find and nurture healthy romantic love. Inspire me to reach out to serve people in turmoil who could use my help in their lives.  Amen. Archangel Chamuel helps with past hurts. Forgiving. He also can assist with spiritual growth. Which are all things we should always strive to achieve.  As I research for a prayer to use. I came across the prayer above.  I know my angels and God know my hearts intention.  I will focus on LOVE & LIGHT towards the relationships I want healing. Alt...

Who I  AM today is a result a journey in which I aligned myself with my heart's calling, my God-Given Life's Purpose.  When you look at the photo on the left what do you see?  A woman that was stressed, depressed, and unhealthy. I could go on because the list was endless.  I began an empowered life transformation journey in which I KNEW that my life lessons where for a higher purpose.   What once had me blaming others, God, and myself for the traumatic life events that I had endure became a lesson learned and forgiveness and gratitude was what my heart and soul was filled with. When you look at the photo to the right what do you see? You see a vibrant woman that is full of happiness, whom has forgiveness herself, those that have hurt her in the past, and each and every lesson learned.....when you began to change your thought pattern, and your hearts desired is to live in true gratitude.  Amazing life changes oc...

Today the cords have been officially cut - I am no longer attached to the abuse legally. Over the last two years, I have spiritually grown, I have forgive all the abuse I allowed myself to endure. I forgive my abuser and I forgive myself for staying in a bad relationship for so long. I went to court today, I swore in front of the judge and in front of God that I would say the truth.  My heart is free of guilt because I did just that! I sat there while the other party denied ever doing anything bad to me. I listen to the lies.  And I closed my eyes and mentally I declare God you know the truth as it happened. My Heart is FREE of Guilt I want to thank all of my family and friends that continue their prayers for me during these last two years. I want to thank everyone for their encouragement and support. It hasn't been easy being alienated from my children. I know they have been brainwashed, controlled, and manipulated against me. But I also know that their is a God ...

When we think about being healed. You probably think about someone being sick  or ill. Granted many people have been sick or illness in which they were healed.  But there are times we must healed within our hearts and soul. I think once someone is healed from within, there is a change in their life that everyone else can notice.  Did you know that situations that you’ve been through could have caused you illness. For instance someone treats you bad. You may say that didn’t effect me but deep inside in your soul – it did cause you illness. If you don’t heal from this – you will be miserable for the rest of your life. I’ve learned  that you can’t change the things that have happen to you. But you have the choice to move on. Do not let those situations that have effect your life in a negative way to cause you illness that won’t allow you to be healed. To live a “Heal * Happy * Hopeful” life.  So the next time you experience a bad (sick) experience in your life...