Nanncie Santana Blog

About 3 years ago, I went through the dark night of the soul. I was going through my spiritual awakening. Experiencing many symptoms since 2009 which at the time I really didn't know what was happening to me. I knew I was changing. I knew I was awakening as I began reading and searching for answers as to my experiences. As I continued to grow, heal, and fully move into servicing others in my mission.  I remember the dark night. The dark night of the soul feels like your heart is literally coming off of your chest. The dark night of the soul feels like your in a dark empty space. The dark night of the soul feels like the tears will never end. The dark night of the soul feels like you can't breathe. The dark night of the soul feels as if no one truly knows the pain deep within. I have felt the dark night of the soul. I have been up close and personal with the dark night. Sitting right in front of the dark night of the soul. For about 3 months I was dancing with the dark nigh

Yesterday was 3/11 and the Divine sent me so many signs that I was guided to share this blog today. If you know me or follow me on  Facebook   you are aware that I love signs from my Angelic Team. I receive them on a daily basis. No matter how big or small it may seem, I welcome the guidance. Recapping yesterday was March 11th (3/11) and I worked at MAX'D Out Fitness Center (my night job in which I manage the centers) we are currently short staff which means I am working Saturdays (not my normal schedule) so I had a customer (not a member) come in and purchase a protein shake (we make some delicious shakes) he left me the change for a tip which was $3.11 - well begin that it was March 11th (3/11) and my tip (grateful heart) was $3.11, I decided to look into the guidance my Angelic Team had for me.  Angel Number 311 message - Because you're surrounded by so many wise and loving ascended masters, your energy and thoughts have been lifted to a level of instant manifestation.

In 2007, I had reached a point in my life that the sorrow I was living was preparing to awaken me. I was living in a verbally abusive relationship and my inner being was about to shift in a way in which I began to do the inner work. I felt confused, alone, and as if there was no one out there that understood what I was going through. I began to seek out positive books. I would love audio books because I could listen to them while I ironed and cleaned. It was my mental break from the verbal and emotional abuse. Something happened as I continue to follow mentors like Gabby Bernstein, Dr Wayne Dyer, Louise Hays, and Esther Hicks to name a few. All the pain I had endure for the last 11 years were to awaken me spiritually. Even the number resonates with what the Divine was preparing me for.....see I got married in 1996 and in 2007, I began that "awakening" process. During the next few years, my soul continue to seek answers to questions. I went through more sorrow between 2