Sometimes you win but in the outcome you’ve actually loose. Today I was reminded of an event in my life that happened 5 years ago on this very day. My heart filled with emotional joy and sadness. I had "won" a court decision that was in the works for 2 years. A legal journey that served for my growth. As I called my mother to share the joy of my "win" there was also loss. The loss of years without my children. The isolation was unbearable. As I sit here today sharing with you that 5 years ago I won, I also share that I loss 5 years without my children. Joy and sadness can be felt in one photo. Captured without my knowing. Everything happens for a purpose in our life. Personal and spiritual growth was the purpose of my experiences. As a mother, my love for all three of my children is equal and everlasting. Was I perfect. No. We are not perfect beings. Was there so much going on within my inner circle that create the events, 💯 yes! O...