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My Heart Is Free Of Guilt

Today the cords have been officially cut - I am no longer attached to the abuse legally.
Over the last two years, I have spiritually grown, I have forgive all the abuse I allowed myself to endure. I forgive my abuser and I forgive myself for staying in a bad relationship for so long.
I went to court today, I swore in front of the judge and in front of God that I would say the truth.  My heart is free of guilt because I did just that! I sat there while the other party denied ever doing anything bad to me. I listen to the lies.  And I closed my eyes and mentally I declare God you know the truth as it happened.

My Heart is FREE of Guilt

I want to thank all of my family and friends that continue their prayers for me during these last two years. I want to thank everyone for their encouragement and support.
It hasn't been easy being alienated from my children. I know they have been brainwashed, controlled, and manipulated against me.
But I also know that their is a God in Heaven and knows the truth.
My love for my children is the same yesterday, today, and forever just as God's love for us.
I will always be here for them when they are ready. 

I have forgiven you for all the abuse. It is in the past. I have let it go. It no longer serves me.

I looked over to  where they  were sitting and clearly said  " I have forgiven you for all the abuse.   All the names you called me.  The personal property you broke.  It is in the past.  I have let it go.
 It no longer serves me. "
I  will continue to be an advocate for Domestic  Violence especially  Verbal  Abuse.  I will continue to be an advocate for Parental  Alienation.

From here on out....I will share my story in motivational speaking to empower those that need encouragement to break free from the abuse.
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