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Emotions Are High

Yesterday's Angel Message was pray. I know God and my guardian angels are always sending me powerful positive messages that I need.  Yesterday my emotions were high.  My dear assistant handed me a ticket to his graduation. This ticket is not just a ticket to his graduation but also to my twins whom graduate with his class too. I am an alienated parent (Parental Alienation) therefore when he gave me this ticket, my heart was overjoyed. I held back my tears.  I haven't seen my 17 year old twins in almost 3 years.  May 31st will be the day I will see them.  I reached out to their father to make sure I received a couple of tickets but replied to me that I needed to ask the kids.  I did but have yet to get an answer.  The ticket to me is a keepsake of this special day. As a mother, you know we keep everything. From their first bottle, clothes, the bracelet that they first sporty at the hospital. I blog about it because this is how I can express my feelings and one day when I am gone...this blog post will be a words to my twins. I am very proud of them. I love them with all of my  heart.  I "PRAY" one day they will forgive me and decided to reach out to me. I will ALWAYS be waiting until they day I have no breathe. I beg them to reach out to their older brother. I know they MUST remember their time together. 
                                      My Children - 2011
                      My Children at Benny's graduation  - 2008
                                     My twins and I
                                         Memories 
The love a mother has for her children NEVER dies <3
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