Nanncie Santana Blog

  An Unexpected Experience In January, I was in a accident. I was at a stand still waiting to make a left turn when I was slammed from behind. What an unexpected experience.  Emotionally and physically causing a roll coaster ride within my being. I was an emotional mess. This experience was like nothing I had ever gone through. The hit was so hard that my 911 assistance in my Ford called for me. I literally felt my heart coming out of my chest from the impact. My car was a total lost. I could not understand how the 19 year old girl driving had not seen my turning signal and my brake lights since it was around 8:30 pm, yes it was dark out. Needlessly to say, it took a beautiful soul (a friend) whom send me some ThetaHealing ®  that totally brought me back to balance.  At the end, I had to allow this experience to teach me that there was still some deep healing that needed to occur within my being.  My body, mind, and soul has gone through some transformational he...

I choose to send positive energy full of faith, hope, and love.  Sending energy of peace and kindness that a spark of light touch every soul is my prayer.  I choose to use my energy  wisely.  Instead of thinking, talking, and feeling negativity #chooseLOVE!  Love is the highest  vibration energy.  When you feel love for yourself, others, and this world it heals.  So I decided to capture a photo of my angel altar to send positive light and love to you. Sending healing energy to your soul tonight.  Allow God and the angels to restore you.  Angel Blessings.

As I share this photo with you.  This photo taken sometime in 2005.   You may ask "Who's that girl?" That girl was a  sad mistreated girl.  A girl that had spend years pretending all was well.  A girl that was stressed, depressed, afraid, hurt, abused, and didn't know her self-worth.  Who's that girl? This girl spend years  wondering "WHY"  things had happened the way they had.   This girl smiled in front of peers. This girl attended regular church services with her heart in pieces because moments prior she had been emotionally and verbally abused at home. This girl kept years of this treatment hidden from the world.  This girl that  you see in this photo wished many times that she could die....run away....wanted so desperately for the pain that she felt to stop.  This girl spend years "ASKING" God to change someone else until she began "ASKING" God to change her.  Something happened to this girl. She realize...

Each individual is responsible on how he or she wants to live their life.  In what state of mind they choose to live it in....do you want to live it in an attitude of thankfulness or not. Tonight as I reflected on my day.....I choose to live in a state of gratitude.  Why? Because I am truly grateful!  I will share the "WHY" I am truly grateful with you. In January, I checked myself into the hospital because I thought I was having a heart attack....stress and anxiety made me developed heart palpitations. But I felt as if I was having a heart attack. I felt my heart was going to come out of my chest....that is how hard my heart was beating. I am grateful it was not a heart attack but they found something else....they told me my liver count was extremely high.   An ultrasound would reveal nothing and I was told to check in a couple months again with my family doctor. Granted, I was scared. I could not imagine why I had a high liver ...

Yesterday's Angel Message was pray. I know God and my guardian angels are always sending me powerful positive messages that I need.  Yesterday my emotions were high.  My dear assistant handed me a ticket to his graduation. This ticket is not just a ticket to his graduation but also to my twins whom graduate with his class too. I am an alienated parent ( Parental Alienation ) therefore when he gave me this ticket, my heart was overjoyed. I held back my tears.  I haven't seen my 17 year old twins in almost 3 years.  May 31st will be the day I will see them.  I reached out to their father to make sure I received a couple of tickets but replied to me that I needed to ask the kids.  I did but have yet to get an answer.  The ticket to me is a keepsake of this special day. As a mother, you know we keep everything. From their first bottle, clothes, the bracelet that they first sporty at the hospital. I blog about it because this is how I can express my ...

In the last three years, I've had to learn how to forgive myself in order to truly love myself. Life throws us curve balls.  We all have experience current life events that were traumatic.  We've done things we didn't like.  We've been treated poorly. So many things could have happened.  I will share a little about what happened to me and how I was able to take the advice I am about to share with you and change my life around. I spend a majority of my life blaming others for my unhappiness.  First mistake, I made. I had to take responsibility for my own mistakes.  I was in an abusive relationship for 15 years. I blamed God for not changing my situation. I lived feeling that God must not love me. What happened to me was I developed a mindset that if God didn't love me why should I love myself. My reasoning to this thought was the fact I was mistreated, called names, put down for so many years.....God didn't hear my prayers. It wasn't until I chan...

Have you ever had an  "Answered Prayer" ?  Today, was one of the happiness day of my life! After 2 years, God  answered my prayer . It was a long painful wait but honesty won at the end. The funny thing is that the battle never had to have taken place.  See my battle was winning 50/50 shared parental custody of my twins. Something so simple yet something that was fought so that I would not have.......I waited 2 years to have my day in court. To face a judge and to pour my heart and soul that I loved my children, that I was always a good mother, that even though they do not want anything to do with me, it wasn't because I was a bad mother.  See my crime was leaving a relationship that was killing me inside.  I never imagined that someone that loves their children would turn around and put them against the other parent. That is called Parental Alienation. I didn't know this until I left and it started happening.  I have forgiven everyone invo...

When we think about being healed. You probably think about someone being sick  or ill. Granted many people have been sick or illness in which they were healed.  But there are times we must healed within our hearts and soul. I think once someone is healed from within, there is a change in their life that everyone else can notice.  Did you know that situations that you’ve been through could have caused you illness. For instance someone treats you bad. You may say that didn’t effect me but deep inside in your soul – it did cause you illness. If you don’t heal from this – you will be miserable for the rest of your life. I’ve learned  that you can’t change the things that have happen to you. But you have the choice to move on. Do not let those situations that have effect your life in a negative way to cause you illness that won’t allow you to be healed. To live a “Heal * Happy * Hopeful” life.  So the next time you experience a bad (sick) experience in your life...