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Answered Prayer

Have you ever had an "Answered Prayer"

Today, was one of the happiness day of my life!
After 2 years, God answered my prayer.

It was a long painful wait but honesty won at the end.

The funny thing is that the battle never had to have taken place.  See my battle was winning 50/50 shared parental custody of my twins. Something so simple yet something that was fought so that I would not have.......I waited 2 years to have my day in court. To face a judge and to pour my heart and soul that I loved my children, that I was always a good mother, that even though they do not want anything to do with me, it wasn't because I was a bad mother. 
See my crime was leaving a relationship that was killing me inside. 
I never imagined that someone that loves their children would turn around and put them against the other parent. That is called Parental Alienation. I didn't know this until I left and it started happening.  I have forgiven everyone involved for their part in this matter. I have left it in God's hand just as I did the day I went to court and raise my right hand and swore to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help me God.  I went there with the TRUTH!
I am so THANKFUL to God that He answered my prayer.  I was awarded 50/50 shared parental responsibilities.  My joy is overwhelming because for someone that is a good mother and knows the reason why I left and all the manipulation and brainwashing for the treatment I am receiving  now.  It was my victory. 
I know that my twins are older and I can't force them to come with me and spend time with me.  But I want them to know that if at  ANYTIME they want to be with me, they can come be with me and NO ONE can prevent them!!!!
I love all three of my children with all my heart.  With the emptiness of these last 2 years, God brought a young woman into my life whom took me in as her "mother" and I see her as my daughter too.    And I know why God did that...it wasn't for me to forget my kids or replace my kids because that would NEVER happen and there would be NO WAY I would replace her parents.  But it was something that I needed in my life and she did too.

Today, I am happy! So happy! God Answered my Prayer after 2 years.
My prayers continues......because I pray that my twins will open their eyes and understand that I love them with all my heart!   I will be waiting for them to come around!

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