Sometimes You Win

Sometimes you win but in the outcome you’ve actually loose. Today I was reminded of an event in my life that happened 5 years ago on this very day. 

My heart filled with emotional joy and sadness. I had "won" a court decision that was in the works for 2 years. A legal journey that served for my growth. 

As I called my mother to share the joy of my "win" there was also loss. The loss of years without my children. The isolation was unbearable. As I sit here today sharing with you that 5 years ago I won, I also share that I loss 5 years without my children. 

Joy and sadness can be felt in one photo. Captured without my knowing. 

Everything happens for a purpose in our life. Personal and spiritual growth was the purpose of my experiences. 

As a mother, my love for all three of my children is equal and everlasting. 

Was I perfect. No. We are not perfect beings. Was there so much going on within my inner circle that create the events, 💯 yes!

One thing I am sure of is that when we decide enough is enough and we choose to love our inner being. We win. 

We grow. We learn to see things very clear. There is a sense of peace understanding that everything has to happen the way it did. 

My intention is that you sit with your decisions. Your "win" and be proud of them. But also recognize your loss. Send it love. Send it gratitude for showing you what areas in your life you have grown. 

Lastly my friends learn to forgive. Truly forgive others and YOURSELF. 

Healing will take place.