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Dark Night of the Soul

About 3 years ago, I went through the dark night of the soul. I was going through my spiritual awakening. Experiencing many symptoms since 2009 which at the time I really didn't know what was happening to me. I knew I was changing. I knew I was awakening as I began reading and searching for answers as to my experiences. As I continued to grow, heal, and fully move into servicing others in my mission. 
I remember the dark night.
The dark night of the soul feels like your heart is literally coming off of your chest.
The dark night of the soul feels like your in a dark empty space.
The dark night of the soul feels like the tears will never end.
The dark night of the soul feels like you can't breathe.
The dark night of the soul feels as if no one truly knows the pain deep within.
I have felt the dark night of the soul. I have been up close and personal with the dark night. Sitting right in front of the dark night of the soul. For about 3 months I was dancing with the dark night of the soul. Actually this was the end of 2014 and beginning of 2015. As I look back it was 2015 in which Kundalini Yoga was brought to my awareness once again after 3 years. I have done the inner work. It was a process. I am thankful for the different modalities that I have learned and practice in my daily life. As a Holistic Practitioner, I have made a commitment to assist others move from living in the darkness to living in the light. I know now I was not alone. The Divine was with me during those months of going through the darkness of the soul. I needed to be cracked open to feel what I felt so that I could completely heal. I am not saying that my life is without trials. I would lie if I said this.....I continue to live through the process of being an alienated parent. I still seek guidance and understanding to this lesson. For I know life on earth is school. I am learning daily. I welcome this.....I know it shall all be revealed in
 God's Divine Timing.
I am grateful. I am blessed.
I am sending you tons of love and light.
Sat Nam

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