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Rising Up & Facing Adversity

Being a Mother has been the most rewarding beautiful experience I have had in my life. But at the same time it's been the most challenging experience of my life too. On Tuesday under the Full Moon I did my ritual to release anything that was not servicing my life. I took a deep look within and found I had a challenge the ego wanted me to hold on to the fear of the "when" things would get better between my estranged twins. The fear was the answer to the when. On Tuesday I faced that adversity in the face. It is hard to talk about this subject and the ego knew that....but I had to rise up and say I let go and let God to take this heavy load off my shoulders. I release this fear, judgement, guilt etc because it does not serve my mission my purpose my life. I will always be their mother. I will always love my children with all my heart. But I will not let the ego keep me from my destiny.
The gift has been learning from this lesson. The challenge has been the storm. I realized now that it was God's plan for my life to experience this so that I may share my story, my truth with the world. I am thankful and grateful the Divine has given me a beautiful purpose. I will fulfill my destiny. I will share my gifts with the world.
I am sending you light and love wrapped in Angel Blessings.

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